"Sometimes I get so excited to be alive, to be a human with feelings floating on a bright blue spaceship in a vast and mysterious cosmos. I get so pumped up that I forget to breathe and I get light headed and I need to sit down. Then when I sit I remember how all of humanity is stuck inside a vast dystopic apparatus of our own late capitalist creation where we are forced to become both constantly productive and consumptive.An industrial homogenization of consciousness has trapped us in a torturous, murderous feedback loop from which there is no escape because we have no other accessible tool other than the apparatus itself. Then I start to breathe and feel better. I get up and go about my day."